03/11/2017
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“I want to send a message to every student at CTEA. A few years ago I had a good friend who took his life. He never even told me that he had mental illness. So, I personally knew someone who lost a struggle with mental illness. I want to honor his memory by telling everyone who might be suffering from mental illness that no matter how awful it gets it's never worth it to act on an impulse to escape the pain.
My room, 302, is always open for anyone who's struggling with any kind of depression or bipolarity or mental health issues. Please just come to my room and I have open ears to hear anything you want to share. Whether you have my class or not, I want everyone to feel comfortable that they have someone to vent to or a shoulder to cry on because what my friend did affected me so much, and I would never want any parent or friend or relative to have to go through that.
Especially because there's so much viciousness today because of online bullying where you can say the most awful things to someone anonymously. I never grew up in the current atmosphere where everything is plugged in - when I was young, once you got home from school, a bully couldn’t torment you. Even I was bullied a bit in school but once you got home, that was it - relief.
But today, 24/7 if you're connected to social media, you can’t escape. As bad as it feels now, you should know if you're suffering that you're going to look back one day and laugh at how stupid all of this was and how, the mean things teenagers say, it's all just hot air and it feels real, it feels really hurtful now but just know that teenagers can be very cruel and they don’t even truly mean what they say. These same people will look back at their lives and think back at how awful they were and they will feel guilty, if they have any humanity in them they will regret how they tortured their classmates. But don't ever act on any impulse in a moment of tremendous pain because it's just not worth it, you have your whole life to live ahead of you. Again, you can always stop by Mr. Levine's room because he's always there for people who are suffering from mental illness.”