03/12/2024
I am struggling today, I know you are looking down and you’re not surprised. I think about February 9, 2024 and how Tonia Brewster Fowler and I were blessed to have had that father daughters evening to have spent time with you just the 3 of us uncensored in our talk was the gift God gave us, to laugh together and cry together remembering happier times and planning together going forward. You opened up and shared your heart with us. Eyes were open that night which now explains recent days. I’m sorry daddy that you had to endure all that you did and I will never be okay with being apart from you but I am thankful you are no longer weary and tired you are with the ones your heart cried out for. I know we talked about my time from 2002 to 2007 but again 2005 and the thought of disappointing you put me in that dark place and God and your cries of prayer for me brought me out that day you prayed mercy for me and I know we had an amazing testimony then and we have one now. I love you and my heart cries out to be with you and momma I never stopped being daddy’s girl and I can’t now. 😭😭😭
