09/11/2019
I know what it feels like to hate myself. I know what it feels like to wonder why am I here? I understand the loneliness and the pain that just hovers over my very existence. I know what it is to live a life filled with depression, darkness, and loneliness. Everyday I work so hard to find peace, and joy but it’s an everyday battle. One thing God has shown me was that there are going to be days where it’s hard to get out of bed, but you trust me! There are going to be days where there is no light only darkness, but you let me guide your path. There will be days where you feel lost but I have a plan. And there will be days where loneliness will haunt you but YOU, YOU hold on to the promise that I’ll never LEAVE you. Today a very popular pastor committed su***de. To think, isn’t a person of that status supposed to be closest to God. Feel the most connected and joyful. The answer is we are ALL battling. We are in no way better than anyone else. We are all suffering and the days are getting harder and harder. I want you to know whoever you are. That Jesus Christ loves you. That he is the only one who can be with you when no one else is. If you don’t feel him there, please, please hold on. Because he is. I want you to know that I love you as well. I want you to know you are never alone. I promise you the pain right now that you feel will not last this time next year. You will be okay and things will get better. You are the change that your family needs and the change that this world needs. Please always remember that you are far more than the battles you face. Please take some time to rethink things through. You have people in this world that would lose themselves if they lost you. So please. I am begging you, Hold on! Fight a little while longer. Please talk to someone! I am here for you dm me, call me, if you want to talk to someone else call the su***de prevention hotline 1-800-273-8255. Just keep going. I love you. God bless you.
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