11/20/2023
So much has been on my heart for the collective and with that the biggest theme of all surfacing is self love. Its something I witness in my photography clients, its something i see in the community circles I help facilitate, its a theme of conversation to dive deeper into the possibility of what can and could be cultivated from such a place of inner love of self. To allow it to reflect outwardly, creating giant ripples in time to allow this shift in our collective consciousness.
It was once shared to me that the key that youβre looking for to open all of the doors, is literally hidden inside your heart. Find that key and you can unlock all the doors within yourself, which only magnetizes the doors that will show up for you externally.
This hard work is some of the hardest work Iβve ever done, but it is also some of the most powerful work that I have ever done for myself. Iβm here to tell you that if you are willing to invest in yourself, in your heart, that you will not be disappointed as you learn to come back to your center.
So I invite you to embrace the art of self-love;
For it is the foundational stones
That build your home
for all of lifeβs meaningful connections.
π
Love yourself first.
There are so many layers
So much depth
here to nibble on
And
what is true,
I promise,
Will not pass you by!
Over the past few years, I have really dove deep into self-love, and what the embodiment of that looks like within myself.
Was it hard? Yes.
What it worth it? F**k yes!
I took my time in single solstice and celibacy to truly learn, and understand the energies that exist within my own body.
My masculine.
My feminine.
To discern and learn what is mine and what is not mine.
And in the fog
Honoring
Loving
Nurturing all of those parts.
A deeper inner trust
And inner knowing
Beginning to resurface againβ¨
She was lost,
But I found her again βΊοΈ
And then I took that polarity and was able to marry the two together within myself, and it was from that point I birthed this newfound love for myself that I didnβt even know existed until now. An inspiring, unconditional love.
A love that shines so bright its blinding and triggering and activating all at once.
Cultivating this deep self love gives me the greatest awareness of all because I see us all as one. I am you, you are me and what you see in me is only a mirror to offer you a gift to dive deeper into yourself. For when we operate from wholeness, we attract from wholeness because we were always whole
we just forgot.
Because of our external conditioning within our society that made us think at some point in our lives, that we were unworthy of love. Not enoughβ¦
Iβve now landed in this beautiful deep self awareness of the frequency of love. What it feels like. What it looks like. It brings tears to my eyes seeing this. The truth-seer in me. I see it all. And with that came a purging of my solar plexus to see my light more clear.
Releasing
shedding
and putting to bed my old patterns of self deprecation and limiting beliefs of all the times I dimmed my light to appease others. How I played small to not βhurtβ someone elses feelings I felt that werent even mine! How I gave my power away and how I call it all back now and
Claim myself first!
Done our the days of chasing, grasping, running. I reflect now, thinking Ive spent my entire life unaware of how much I judged myself, how much I beat myself up internally in my thoughts.
Because of my intense feels I felt from the external world.
And here now
I still love her anyways.
I see her.
I hear her.
So the wisdom I wish to share,
the secret to this self love,
Is
It is possible for everyone!
If you choose within your own free will.
Greater self-awareness and radical self acceptance that you are the one youβve been waiting for, and once you land in that you will begin to see and live in the highest frequency of love
and feeling empathy and compassion for all as I stand in the fire with everyone, no matter what, until you can see it for yourself.
I love you all from the deepest depths of my heart and soul.
I see you 2024 and I cant wait!