10/03/2026
Ok here's the scoop .
No were not out of business . Trust me I wasn't sure for a min .
Our lovely fmcsa decided to roll out a new system called Motus . And a new log in verify id crap back in mid May .
At the same time.
We have some family medical stuff pop up unexpectedly and the owner of the house I was supposed to buy and move the business to fell ill and to this day still waiting on courts and stuff to be able to buy and build a shop and move the business here .
So what happened was my mcs150b was due before May. So what happened in May when motus opened ? Well my dot numbers went inactive .......and I had no idea . No email . No mail .......nothing . Just had a road side inspection in March and all was good then .
So I try to log into motus .
Federal or state ID
Take a pic
Selfie
Rejected ! .........wtf
Retry .........rejected ......wtf ......
Again ......rejected ......WTF !
after 2 weeks ....... I finally get in ...... phew .
Umm ok I have no DOT Numbers to attatch to my account ...I couldnt link . (Remember this )
Let's open up a chat and call the feds and see who answers first , at the same time i open up a Google ai search and boy did I just Crack the surface of the problems that would consume me for over 2 months now .
Let me tell you daily this was my day . Chat window open call . 7 plus hrs on hold on the phone . Chat window is optimistic im 800 in que with a 3 hr wait(7plus hr phone was a 47 min wait , chat refelected the same 3hr wait is more than a working day hence why the fmcsa hired a pile of help and are now open till like 10 or 11 pm . You know its August...... my stress was like ehh its summer not really a big deal right . .......right ? .........right !
Sept 1 comes around I've at this point opened and submitted a ticket back in August to update a manual scanned copy of my MCS150B as I can't access it thru motus .
Open ticket . Works kinda good as I can email vs sit on chat . But chat wasn't reliable so id usually call and im a stubborn ass so id sit on hold and at about the 8 hr mark of hold music you start going crazy right ....im not crazy the dot made me this way .
So understand this please . I'm a human being . I'm a grandson a son a husband and a father im also the only person for this business that doesn't all the paperwork , repair the trucks , and work the trucks .
So here I am stressed only about 120% I have hold music on repeat looping in my head while I sleep . I'm up anywhere between 1 and 3 am and cant sleep checking for any updates . Just to start the chat and call que at 8 am like a good responsible crazy truck owner .
3 weeks go by and finally I was able to claim my dot number ......... but wait ..... something isnt right . 1 my number is inactive still even after submitting my mcs150b well over a month ago . And 2 I dont even see my account on motus at all . I have to search my dot number just like you could .
I finally get someone helpful on the phone . So 8 am I believe my wife had just gotten home when I was on the phone so about 5:30 ish when I connected this day . But she stated type this ..
Type that
Nope . Ok there is an computer or software issue in motus and IT is working on it . If it was working you could self certify and go to work the next day . (This was 2 weeks ago now currently) so I didnt have access to the stuff I needed online to fulfill the damn email responses of go to motus ....update update update . I couldnt do any of it . So we had to manually submit another ticket . In the mean time im learning some work around or trying to . Like attempting to contact concord nh fmcsa office that won't frigging answer their phone or return emails . So jump over their heads and try to contact the regional dept especially around hazmat in Maryland........ emails get returned even cc nhmc so they got the jist stating im an nh business and grounded over a motus rollout error and to manually approve this so I can go back to work .
So being hazmat has a few challenges its not easy even being a private carrier is easier but then when you cross state lines its another ball of wax and being hazmat its required i have dot numbers period . And also because of this no generic fmcsa helper can approve me . So it has to go to a supervisor and under review and look over all my stuff before they will switch me to an Active status .
So as you can imagine my brain ..... was MAXED out for a bit . What should have been a quick and easy thing turned into over 2 almost 3 months of my summer and fall dealing with an issue I never saw coming.
For my sanity I had to shut things out and stay focused on the goal which was an active dot number . And the results of that were out of my control . I just couldnt give up . And I couldnt possibly have a timeline because our lovely fmcsa had me grounded .
So that being said guess what happened ......... were now ACTIVE . So I can now drive again .
However due to this there is some issues I need to address. 1 is I didnt feel comfortable renewing state assistance vendor contracts without an active dot number to be able to satisfy a contract . I'm going to work on that but im not sure what they can do . 2 . The phone have been messed up and me being on my cell all day nothing rang thru from vonage and once I was off the phone and saying goodnight to my little girl my brain was smoked like bad bad . And it would immediately spike my stress to a breaking point . So without having any timeline and cost of product ( because I couldn't drive to buy it ) like I said I had to stay focused and all my energy went into the fmcsa and motus issue was priority.
I didnt know rita was having issues even logging in on her end so Sunday im taking my computer to her house and going to fix that and I have 103 voicemails I need to listen to and generate a list for deliveries .
Emails and fb messages I just gotta clear my head to be able go through all of it . (Remember im just 1 guy wearing many hats )
And I understand because of all of this it was the perfect storm and we have lost a fair amount of customers . Those numbers at this time im not sure of but im betting 30 or more .
All I can say is . I'm sorry im doing my best and I understand there was a issue with communication and to be honest I couldnt mentally spare any extra until I had answers myself . Because if not im having 20 calls a day explaining the same things of unknown while trying to fix it it would have pushed me to the breaking point . I just had to put it in a box and set it aside for a bit to stay focused without giving up . ( not that I would have given up but I was 2 min from starting a 2nd business and I still may ) .
So this is my plan of attack today im going to get my head on straight . Tomorrow Sunday im going to work with Rita and get phones back online for both of us . And then ive gotta listen to all voicemails and im sure its going to be angry and telling me off . Its ok i understand .
But this next week ill be out getting caught up . And for those of you that stuck around ....thank you . For those we lost ..... were still here if you change your mind .
Wishing you all the best sincerely and lets hope for smooth sailing going forward .
We will be intouch throughout this next week as I field the calls and work as fast as I can .
John